See that title? That’s what I feel like whenever someone tells me I have an audience to appeal to. I think I was doing fine right up until someone brings up the fact “hey, someone might actually read this,” and now I’m all bothered by the fact that I’m writing to a person and every keystroke from then on is made with an unnamed general entity who is most certainly a person in mind that the thing I’m writing is supposedly for. What used to be automatic has become voluntary. I understand the usefulness of having a reminder every so often; you can’t expect guests and answer the door in pajamas, but sometimes, I just want to be me.